The Perfect Holidays~

It's really nice that time for once, seemed to pass by very slowly but happily ..
Much of my time these few days were spent lazing about at home with so many things to do ..

Heheheh~ Gaming, of course! Part of my life on the Cyber Gaming World ..
Keep me awake all through the day~

Jigsaw Puzzle! Time to finish it and piece it with the frame that was bought pretty long ago .. Arrggh~ I hate Jigsaw Puzzle that has only a few colours and looked exactly almost like the other .. Cannot seem to differentiate between one from another .. Colour Blind Trouble ..

I think I have Colour Blind
I think I do not have Colour Blind
I think I have Colour Blind
I think I do not have Colour Blind
I think I have Colour Blind
I think I do not have Colour Blind

But But . . . I did passed the colour blind test for the driving trial ..

Whatever .. =X

Japanese Self Learning Book! Interesting Language~ Still a beginner though.

こんにちは。 私はAdelineです。 お目にかかれて光栄です。
Hello. I am Adeline. Nice to meet you.

LOL!

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Alas! In the midst of studying for my underground exam ... here am I .. trying to pen down my memories ..

This was what I sent to my friends ~ Thanks Pals~! U know who U are~!

"Well, I figured perhaps reading my blog would be the best way to let u both know about what am I doing ..

I dun like to sms .. But I like to type using keyboard though .. "

This day~ past and over .. It no longer exists anymore .. It just went by me while I was cleaning the house to make sure it is clean .. before it gets worse when I come back from chalet ..

Household chores .. It's like a habit to me now .. It doesnt get on my nerves as when I was young .. Now it's more like a relaxing task to me .. To make sure that my family members get the comfort when they come back home from work and dwell in their clean and lovely room .. Especially for my elder brother who, in fact, doesnt care much about living in a pig's barn or even .. .sharing home with spiders and cowebs .. Eekk .. Guys will be guys ... Or is it just him .. Hahah~ Now he can sleep in comfortably ~ after work .. Kakak~

Was a little shaken by today's events .. It's not much of mine though ..
I cannot comment much about it too .. Simply because it's individual expectations about things and how they felt towards incidents that happened to them ..

People might say "Aha! You wouldn't be able to understand because you've never been in this situation before." I can only smile and shake it away as though a feather had just flown by. People learnt through setbacks and mistakes .. Not by making smart moves and gain glory through sheer luck .. It's always better that you learn now when you have the chance .. I'm not trying to emphasize that I'm a mentally strong person. I do have my setbacks and failures in life. I feel demoralized and pissed off whenever things happened and are out of my expectations and I many a times, deemed myself as a failure and a loser in life. But I'm always felt a sense of pride when I was able to overcome that feeling and move on. Moving on does not mean leaving sad memories behind. I bring them with me everywhere I go. As a reminder, not to repeat the same mistakes again. As a sign, to bring confidence in myself that I know I can do it if I do try. It's hard to move on. But once you get started, you do move on. Do not stay till the point of no return till regret comes knocking at my door. Regretting things could have gone this way if I could have done this or that. Time has past ... while regreting XD

I still remembered that my church leaders used to tell me. The birds in the sky do not even have to worry about their food for themselves or for their young. God will provide for them. What more for humans?

Something to share~

This was extracted from my diary years back:

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Now what happened?
I'm like acting a scene that never ends till the day I die ..
Am I really myself?
Or just trying to be someone ....
a character ..
that is deemed right and acceptable ?

Which mask am I wearing now?
I cannot figure that out too ...

With years ..
Problems weigh more heavier than normal teenagers ..
I hate to grow up ..

When was there a Day which I did not spent worrying about Money?
When was a time where I can dream about dreams that are happy ?
Where are the places that I went that can revive unforgetable memories?
Who are the friends who are truly with me?
What do I seek for in Life?
How should I list my life priorities?

Questions Questions ..
Doubts and Fears ..

My deepest fear is to lose control of my Life ...
Lose the meaning of Life ...
Sincerely Seek God's Guidance ..

I'm like a lost sheep ...

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I'm grateful that I was able to focus in life and gain control of it. No more lamenting about woes and sorrows. Instead, I find it easier to count my blessings now. It's joyous.

This is Mad ..

Tomorrow's my last day ... But somehow .. It feels like ...

I'M HAVING MY HOLS IN ADVANCE?!?!

Kekek~ Pengz .. This is cool though .. Coz I'm in a holiday mood .. Which means that I am in good mood ... Kekek .. Okies ... For my NIE friends who are as free as me .... And having a 1 month holidays .. with salary .. So nice .. This is heaven .. School's giving us salary to take a break. .. Woot!

As mentioned by my friends ... Outings that we NEED to go .. Hehe .. It's not a want .. It's a need.. Basic amenities that we must have and have and have ........ Though it's bad luck to jot them down ... As mentioned by me the last time .. Who cares about Luck anyway?!

Here's the List .. Think my NIE mates will go bonkers ...

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1) Malaysia~ Long waited Dunno Super Cheap Things over there .. Waiting for U to come and BUY! Movies is Cheap though it's Malay subtitled .. Heh .. Food is cheap .. Hope Rah wun need to go toilet everynow and then.. Nail Polish super cheap too .. Glad to Hear that?! SL? Gin ar .. Hmmm Many weird things for you to look at .. Especially the fashion things over there .. Suits u I think ... Kaka ..

2) Long awaited training in Tennis .. It's been a draggy outing that never seems to come true..... From Term 1 to Term 3 .. Hey~~~We could have a anniversary for this .. Where's my tennis match? Where?! Where's my racket? Where's my so-called tennis teacher, Rah? Where's my water-girl, SL? Where's my Net? Eek! When? When? When?

3) Swimming in Bishan .. I miss the 6 doggies over there.. I think it's 6 or 4? Cannot remember .. And please NO MORE photo taking in the pool! It's forbidden ......

4) Chinatown! Go and walk around la .... Free and easy .. And perhaps sing KTV over there.. OOooO.. SL and Gin will love it . . Me too I guess .. As long as there's no B.A.D songs .. Heheh .. I'm not anti B.A.D hor .. Just to irritate SL only .. I'm an Anggggeeell~~ Whee~~

5) Warm-Up Music Session in Gin's House ....... DooOOoo.. Reeeee~~~ Me~~~~~~ OOOoo.. Super star in the making .. Cannot wait to let all of you hear my voice , cool right? Dun faint in progress.. I wanna play the swing .. and turn people in circle ... and see more babies and a indian and chinese couple playing .. "Don't Friend U" .. Gosh .. No one is going to understand this except my NIE mates .. Full of Shit .. FOS .. we just changed the brand name of a apparrel shop to Full of Shit .. Hope no one is going to be mad as us ..

6) Shopping at Causeway Point .. Who is going to join me.. Tis' a good place .. with so many things .. and and ... I think .. I'll be going alone .... (>"<) Hoohhmm ... Sure pull SL along . .coz she's the nearest to me .. Beware .. Dun get bitten by me .. HAHAHAHHA

7) Rollerblading? Anyone's ONZ? I think it's fun la .. Just that dun have the time to try .. This one will KIV .. Keep in View .. or either we could go East Coast Park and cycle ..

8) Dog Farm .. For the Sua Ku People .. Or the underexposed to society people .. especially those who live in Boon Lay most of the time and do not watch TV and and .. Isolated from the real world .. It's a nice place~ With many doggies playing and it's free .. No entrance fee or whatsoever .. Just need to bring urself and walk around to see the handsome dog owners! OooOuuchh! I meant the cutie little doggies or the huge monstrous doggies .. That kept splashing water at me ... Faint ..

9) Of course , who could forget our long awaited chalet .. Since we cannot go oversea .. At least we have chalet which is .. NOT BAD le! Monday's the time to discuss who to bring what .. I'm not bringin the steamboat thingy .. First of all, I admit, It's freaking heavy.. 2ndly, someone hates to cook .. and the list goes on and on .. So meeting on Monday .. Anyway, we'll all be going to collect Maha home .. Not her .. but the portfolio .. Hehehe.. Gotta ask Lane to bring her UNO cards .. If she have .. and all sorts of games .. board games .. etc, etc, .. I only have poker .. can play bridge?

10) SP Carrom Competition .. Gonna brush up my skills on it ! Then we can compete .. Though Gin probably will win T.T ... Me runner up ?! We'll go SP and Nua .. And play in the Room .. and got to teach SL .. I'll be the teacher .. Hope I did get all the rules and facts clear first before teaching another person.. lol =P

11) Badminton outing for ... all ? Maybe when Lane's back from the mountains, then we go for this, at least we have things to do when she return ... Nice of me ... Right ?

12) Of course, not to mention that we will be acting as tourist in Bugis, Orchard, City Hall, Marina Square, Suntec ... to shop till we drop .. We've got the time in the world .. after the 17th .. =D

?) More to come ..

Now let's see .. Who is going to be the first to put comments ... This would prove one thing .. The truth .. That someone's been lazing around surfing internet while she should be studying ETM ... Kakakak.. Gotcha~! See ya tomorrow ~ w

The End~

OoooO.. It's Cool~

Boy am I glad that the Science paper wasn't a killer ... Kekek .. Or else I'll be seriously dead now .. It was OK, not saying that it was esy, the fact the i've mislooked some questions and answers .. But should be able to pass .. HAHAH.. That's my goal .. Well, if I did score better, that's Thank God.. If on the contrary .. That's try harder the next time then.. Not much pressure on this paper ..as it was generated to the Geo .. I wonder whether if I'll suffocate in the world of geo .. *sighs .. It's strange.. From liking this subject to hating it .. Blame it on the weatherman ? Kakak .. That's a song title .. For those who dun know .. "Blame it on the Weatherman" .. I think Blame's on the tutors for this module.. It's not they suck at being humans, however, they're yucky in teaching and communicating .. So that's what we called generation gap? Gosh~ I certainly pray that I will not turn up to be like them .. Though I like to mumble .. Think I'll probably get an amplifier when I get old .. So as to amplify my mumbles for my grandchildren? Kakaka~~

Will be studying Maths later, for a warm up.. Kind of accustomed to the way I study .. Nothing could be accomplished in the afternoon .. Night's the time for me.. Where I can absorbed the essence of the moonlight .. Kaka .. Not moonlight .. I'm not werewolf .. I meant the knowledge in studying .. =P I can study better at night and hence, i tend to wake up late too .. in the early afternoon .. Breaking record eveynow and then ..

My friend's having birthday tomorrow .. Kinda weird timing as Rah .. coz it's during exams season.. Pretty bad huh ? But nonetheless, it's the last birthday that clashes with exams .. So enjoy it while you can.. It's the last .. Optimistic eh ~

WA! Going to List down the events for December

Just got an sms .. and I'll be having 2 chalets .. I think ..
1) One will be with my NIE pals 22-24 November with 3 other friends ..

2) The other with my JC friends, simply elated .. kaka .. Since it was so hard to organise an outing with people working or studying .. I think it was rough to try to find a time to accomodate all of us .. Thank Goodness we had a patience friend within our midst .. who had to call as of us to confirm and decide .. So there .. 9-11 Dec .. Fixed .. Must go or DIE ~~ That was a command .. Die .. >"< Yea ~

3) And .. might be going over to a friend's house to have a wishy washy girl's talk night! Yea~~ I miss those times .. Talk till we drool .. kakak~

4) Holiday trip with Wilson? Confirmed? Not really .. Still deciding .. ~ But it's exciting just to talk about it .. HAHHA .. relaxing sia ~ imagine go and shop till u drop ..

5 Childhood Friends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ m(_ _)m in church ..i think .. once in a year outing ? Miss them terribly ..

6) Decemeber Outing with Secondary School Close friends ~ I miss them all~~ and I'm the organiser .. Maybe going Malaysia .. to meet them .. Hope my friend from Australia's coming back .. Or else .. going to tear her passport the moment she land in Singapore ...

7) Secondary School Major Outing .. Class .. Die .. So many classes .. 2A, 4A ... Must combined them ... sure weird combination .. This one is a killer .. Gosh .. Cannot imagine the size of this group .. *Push it aside first~~

8) Lei Lei ~~~ Call her up and ask her when she is getting married? I always told her i'll meet her up when i am free .. Time to really get going and call her ............ @@

9) Adeline and Adeline .. HAHAHAH .. imagine both of us having the same names..... She's even busier than me .... Winner ... Must book in advance .. 1 months should be enough .. or else got to queue ..

10) Julia~~~~~~~~~~~ Chinatown!! When?!?! Hehehhe~~ I'll go and bump down there~~~ Wait for me~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

11) Cheryl~~~~` Shopping ?! When?! Me wanna go .. bring me along ... (>"<)

12) Comic Connect! Wait for me .. Dun go out w/o me .... *sob *sob .. So many things to tell u guys ...

13) .. etc, etc , etc .. I think still have .. but i shadn't go on listing it .. scary .. So many people .. @@' *faint**

Okies .. Back to Mad Maths .. *yawns* Cook Chrysanthemum first. . Mummy's got sore throat too?! Cook ~~ =D BB

Nice Slogan ...

Related to Geography? Hehe~~

Joke for the Day~

The children had all been photographed,
and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say,
'There's Jennifer; she's a lawyer,' or
'That's Michael. He's a doctor.'"

A small voice at the back of the room rang out,
"And there's the teacher. She's dead."

Holiday-ing in Midst of Stress

Well, these few days had been pretty stressed up and such.. Many assignments due and late nights at home ..

However, in the afternoons, I'll go and walk around with 老公公~ heh~ It's the usual place, usual stuff but at different times, that's all .. It's interesting that you can see different things at the same places.. Heheh~ Perhaps that's what a couple desires that each will never get bored with each.. He really dotes on me .. I'm honoured and glad la ~ Till now no quarrels and stuff, party because of our characters, we would want to talk and sort things out together .. Heh .. No point trying to guess each other's mind .. I'll ask straight in the face of what I want to know .. It's hard in a relationship when each plays guessing game .. Further, there's no prize for getting the correct guesses .. w~~~

Suddenly missed my friends in life .. They have been supporting me silently through these years .. It was a tough struggle for me from years back till it moulded me to what I am now .. Seriously, without them, I'll be still an empty shell wandering like nobody's business.. A Change in Me - Definitely .. The late night discussions and gatherings, i do miss them all.. Woodlands is a good place afterall ..


I thank them .. for being there for me ^^

It's been years now .. Scar still exists .. Fear stands .. There's a question of "What if" .. But who knows of what will happen tomorrow ..No one can predict .. I live each day as it is .. Making full use of it .. 24 hours a day .. It's actually more than enough for me ^^ I'm satisfied with my life as it is now .. At least I know 12th is coming every month ~ Muahah~

Come to think of it ... Why was I in NIE? Initially because of the stable salary it affords, no matter what happens, teacher will never get retrenched or out of job? At that point in time, it was a choice that I had to make... A path that I had to take .. No other choices or I was just trying to get a hold on my life somewhere else.. God's Will perhaps .. and Thank Him that I found out I really like this career that is pathed out for me .. It was like a shelter to make .. To make myself busy, and a time to make new friends and experience life ..

I like making friends, it's like knowing the life of another person and it's wonderful to hear ups and downs of people .. It's enriching for me and i'm just glad that i am able to help in a way or another.. =) Ups - Happiness is shared .. and it's a blessing for me to get comforted that someone's happy .. Downs - It indeed unwanted for people, but it's the process of getting up from falling down that's worth the learning.. Falling aint a bad thing .. It's just that eventually you have to know the time to get up and start walking again .. Someone might come and lend you a hand, you can choose to take or continue sitting there ..

I once told someone .. My hand is always there for you, use it and try to climb out of the hole that you've fallen in.. Time will pass, and each moment you hesitate, the longer you will stay in your fallen state.. The will to grab my hand to move on is what your heart should do .. Time waits for no one ..

Now my motto in life is to give the best out of myself .. Competition with others is what I feel is of no value to me .. To give my best in all .. So that in future, I will have no regrets or whatsoever.. Now that I've learnt to fall and pick myself up .. Move on with life .. Move on to reading my ETE .. hahah

I hate English .. Really .. It's a tough subject for me .. Writing pieces of long essays made no sense to me .. And i tend to blabber though essays and stuff .. Coz I cannot find the essence to writing a good piece .. Who cares la .. Maths' fun though . Because I spent less time to get the knowledge as compare to English ... I hate English ..... Muahhaha~~

Okies.. Going Bonkers for a while .. Before I start reading .. Lalalalla