Counting Counting~!

Today's Friday! Thank God It's Friday. It's a wonderful routine to keep counting my blessings. =) Hopefully, it'll occur more even on Mondays instead on Fridays.. Muahahha~

Tired out ..

Never realise that I can be actually mentally, physically and emotionally tired. Everyday seemed to just zoomed past. No pause, no breaks. The day just keep rotating around me. Time manangement issues? I don't think so. I am a person who can jolly well manage her time pretty well. What went wrong? Overwhelming workload and competition everywhere. Besides, hostility felt makes me nauseous. My body seemed to take its toil by showing symptoms of falling sick, flu, slight fever, sore throat when all along I was eating heathly. I think phychogically, I proclaim myself to be sick. Excuses and excuses. I don't even have time to watch the bloody news on TV. No time for my boyfriend. I've taken up 3 additional tuition. Dun ask me why I'm digging my own grave. I need it. I'm physically shagged out today. Been travelling all around small Singapore. Sembawang, Boon Lay, Yishun, Woodlands, Ang Mo Kio later, and back to Yishun. A part of me wants to stay at home and rest my feet for a moment. However, it's real tempting when it's meeting friends and chill for hours till the cows get drunk and go home. Self-esteem wasn't that great either with people who have more experience than me in class. Basically, they are like walking geography dictionaries who can rattle on and on about god knows what. They are cool in their knowledge.. but at least, explain to the little ones. The best thing that happened this week was that my group members did a jolly excellent presentation that gave the wake up call for the rest that we ain't bimbos. Comes to the point where I feel I need to work extremely hard in order to excel beyond my limits. Am I reaching out beyond what I can acheive? One thing that I know for sure, I've got to try! *fume* It's like joining the education rat race! I hate this. For the salary .. Money is the root of all evil. How true is it. Just as long as I keep to my own principles and not step on others. I guess it's all right. I guess. I'm really looking forward to seeing Wilson for the first time in the week. Minus off the offline chats and phone conversation. I realise that he is also part of the wall that is supporting me through all this shit i'm going through. Silently. he doesnt talk much. At least I know he's there. I'm contended. Thursdays mornings will be indefinitely wonderful. Why? Free rides to school and it excludes the hassle of squeezing in with the rest of the people on buses. I hate the public transport. Why can't they make the bus BIGGER? Small island but high pace society. In future, I'll probably join Rah in Australia. Rear some stupid cows and milk them to death. Gosh. Time's up. About to go out and chill. *ROAR*

Thoughts

Well, many thoughts on my mind now. Been dragging time and time again to pack my room and throw away old stuff. Something which I hated doing. Is it because that's it simply such a chore to pack the old stuff? Not exactly. Maybe 5% I consider it to be a chore. The main reason was that whenever I am packing things, it meant that there is going to be another changing phase in my life. School to Work and now it's GOodbye to work. I remember clearly that I heaved a sigh of relief as I stepped out of the QH for the last time. I will miss the students. That's all. The rest, whatever, it doesn't matter.

I'm back to school again. I can't express my joy much as I felt the tinge of sadness as my friends are unable to join me. Kind of depressed at first. Especially the first dayo of school. Everything seems to be of a different light. THe same school. The same canteen. Everything remains the same. The feeling of 'wanting' to go back NIE is completely different. No more long conversations with 'stoning' sessions. No more coffee breaks as well as naps in between lessons. No more giggles and nonsensical talks. No more 'Coco Exotic' sessions. Hahah~ Sounds silly but I miss them. =) Now that I'm back in school alone. It's strange. Meeting ppl who are so much younger. Not that I can't blend in. Just that it comes to a point whereby I'm lazy to make anymore new friends. Everyday is just school and back home.

School life is still ok .... Considering that the lecturers like 'us' to come back. WTC keeps talking to me and he greeted us .. when we are having lunch in the canteen. .. (>O<) *Please leave me alone* Haven't adapt back to school environment yet. Will catch up pretty quick. Crossing my fingers and pray. Haha~

Hmm~ Been calling the tuition centres from Woodlands to Yishun. 20 odd . . I just wish that one of them will get back to me .. (TOT)

It's strange that one of my friends mentioned that I gave him a present after knowing him for 7 years. Well, it's the thought that counts. We bought the keychain knowing that he needs 'it'. All the best to him in whatever he wishes. We'll be cheering behind. =)

Looking forward to chilling out again with SL and Rah. When? Haha~ anyway, just received sms from u two. Later i'll bomb u back. No worries. Oh ya. Still can't believe that 'someone' actually threw her wallet away.. Haha.. *grinz*

XJ doing well as a S&A lady? Life's tough but you're strong. As long as you know what you did was right. No regrets.

I'm buying a lappie. Finally. Toshiba. Why this brand? Someone was asking. Hahah~ That is the only lappie that has an individual graphic card rather than a build in graphic card. Definitely a standalone card will be better for a gamer. Build on graphic cards suks. Lappie ~ Something to call it my own. Now everyone at home is eyeing my PC.. .

I love my b-dae present. Crunple Bag, Cardigan, 2 Tank Tops, Turtle Keychain, Watch. All of which I am using now. . Pretty useful

Aerobics was funny. The instructor .. She's like a naggy old mum doing exercise in front of me. . . Best of all, I've got a pal with me.. to endure the sessions (11).

What's on TV? No idea. Have to start working on assignments and all. Spare me.. I need entertainment. . .

I need a haircut.

The 12 Hour Marathon

Hmm~ Ever heard me competing in such a marathon?
What kind of marathon was that?!












A Sleep Marathon .....