Why

I'm not strong as what i seemed to be.
I'm weak and fragile.

I'm not a person who opens up easily.
I'm lonely in my path and beliefs.

I'm not a person who give up easily.
I'm was shaped to walk alongside with struggles.

I'm not an actor.
Don't make me act.

I'm tired of the things that are happening around me.
Will someone just let it stop?
Someone...

If there is..

But there isn't ..

Why?

Choice~

One of the following describes what I am feeling now.
Please choose one.....

Tired
Dead Beat
Weary
Worn-Out
Bushed
All-in
Drained
Exhausted
Done-in
Whacked
Dog-tired
Energy-Sapped

No much of a choice.. eh .. Hahah.......

Been grouchy all week. . *Growl****

Where's my Weekend?! Is it Near?

What? It's only Thursday ...

Quidam~Cirque Du Soleil

I still cannot believe my eyes when I saw the tickets..
I went hysterical!!

"Is this Real?"
"Is it Expensive?"

Hehe~~ In the end, it was actually $130 for 2 tickets..
Normal Price would be $130 for 1 Tix.
老公公 Boss' actually had the Lobang for it!
Knew some Big Shot in M1 and thus the cheaper price~~~~~~~

I felt kind of uneasy at first, as we were surrounded by Caucasians. I've never seen such a crowd that has 90% foreigners. It feels weird as it made me think that not much Singaporeans were present...

However...

The whole show was MARVELLEOUS!
Though it's of foreign language, the acrobat stuns with the alluring atmosphere were captivating enough to make me marvel in awe. Fun and Lighthearted for some acts where the host invited live audience to join in~ I really laughed my heads off then.

Muahahhaha~~~~ Besides the Quidam Tickets..
An additional joy was the movie tickets that the Boss Gave~~~
My sister passed my 2 GV tickets too!! Kekekekekek *Drools**
LOL! 2 Shaw Movie Tickets + 2 GV tickets..

WaWa~~ +++ 老公公bought a new sweater for me~~
and it has a HOOD~ Just in Case it Rains ..
Muahahahahhahaha~~~ So SWEET for Him!
Thanks!!!!!

Thank God! I've been blessed during this weekend!
Though I had only a little $$ left.... (>"<) Watched 2 Movies: #1: 神话~ by Jacky Cheung #2 Sound of Thunder.. Which was Quite Lame.. Movie Phrase for the Week: 'You gotta Fix it!" Dang~ Dang~ which was repeated who knows how many times in the movie 'Sound of Thunder' ..

Happy Happy Happy~! My longwaited M*ns*s Came.... Lol .. After a blockage of 3 full months .. *sighs .. Hopefully I wouldn't be grouchy ~ *Heh*

This weekend was really Great! The Best in Months.. Not much of NIE work done throughout the weekend.. But nonetheless, it was enjoyable and best of all..

Quality Time spent with 老公公~ ごめんなさい

Malaysia~!!!

Heh~ I really took a 100% Break today!
It was Pleasurable~ A Day to Lossen up and Unwind from Everything!

First, 老公公 came and woke me up from my Beauty Sleep..
So when I received the phone call ..

老公公: "I'm outside your house."
Me: "HUH?!?!" *scratching my head ..

Jumped Right out of My Bed .. and Grab My Keys ..
Gave him a really "warmth" welcoming..
How welcoming was it?

My Hair was in a Mess ...
Eyes Half-Opened and Still Dreamy..
Doggie Barking at Him..
Trying to Figure out which Key to open the Gate..
*I wasnt wearing Contact Lenses**

Haha.. Must have really gave him a BIG surprise .. Heh~
Anyways, this is not the first time.. Heh..

He bought Breakfast.. So SWEET of him! (*^o^*)
After which, we went to Yishun and used the $8.50 Movie Voucher! It was worth it! Or At least we saved a Dollar ... (>"<) Poor Blokes ... *Sniff Sniff** Brothers Grim was the show and it was pretty an enchanted fairytale.. Or so it was. Spells, Magic, Wishes, Dead Queen, Skeletons. Give the show a miss if you're not into fairytales.

We went MALAYSIA too! It was a sudden decision.. OooooO.. It was near.. So not much problem just crossing the borders and Shop! Not much to walk.. Just Plain Window Shopping and Browsing of Clothes. Food was delicious though we had a hard time trying to figure out what the Malay blokes were talking about. I bought a pretty little mooncake for Cheryl and a T-shirt for Sarah! =D Not sure whether they will like it.. But then, It's the Thought that counts, right? =D

Thanks for Accompanying Me! Sweet Memories Added!

Midst~

In the Midst of Trying to Complete my Assignment ...
One of my friends sent an email to me ...

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Doraemon and Hello Kitty were out on the streets one day.

When Doraemon saw Hello Kitty, he waved and greeted her, "Hello Kitty!"

Hello Kitty, however, didn't greet him in return.

Why didn't she?

(She didn't have a mouth.)

Now, she was feeling pretty bad about appearing rude,

so she stitched a mouth on herself and went off to look for Doraemon.

When she saw him, she greeted him enthusiastically.

Doraemon, however, ignored her.

Why didn't he acknowledge her greeting?

(He couldn't hear her - he didn't have ears.)

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I was like ... *trying to roll my eyes at this stupid joke..

But it did make me LAUGH~Even though it was stupid and lame. The hectic lifestyle I have was getting up to me..At that moment, my mind went blank and freeze for a couple of seconds... and it was cool in the sense that nothing was on my mind except Hello Kitty and Doraemon. It was amusing to be 'educated' that Doraemon had no ears.. and Hello Kitty had no mouth .. Who on earth would notice that... *Faint..* lol .. Makes me wonder who was the person who thought of this joke.. Must be someone who have too much time on his hands? Orsomeone who really let go of what he/her had in hand to pause and think about the tiny, little, wonderful things around him/her?

I proclaim tomorrow to be a Holiday! A self-delcared holiday whereby only myself will get to enjoy. Too bad~ Got to Leave u Alone for a Day, Work.

Here I come, Joy! I shall plunge myself into a relaxful and enjoyable day tomorrow.

Adios~

Life

It could be simpler

It could have been happier

Ginade Chant~

We must tell ourselves

WE WANT TO RELAX
There’s ALWAYS A TIME TO DO EVERYTHING.

TIME IS ENOUGH.
WE RELAX SO THAT OUR MIND IS CLEAR,
OUR MIND WILL REJUVINILE
I WILL THINK BETTER
DRINK WATER to FLUSH BAD IDEAS AWAY

GIVE A SMILE AND LAUGH OUT LOUD

---- Gin : 16 September 2005 ----

*Chanting Chanting~

Resolver

Resolvers

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Resolvers

#1: Good at getting to the heart of a problem and quickly finding a solution
#2: Make rational decisions using the facts available
#3: Think of themselves as understanding, stable and easy-going
#4: May focus on short-term results and lose sight of the big picture

More about Resolvers

Resolvers are independent people who quietly learn how things work by analysing large amounts of information. Should a problem arise, they solve it with as little fuss as possible. Resolvers are only interested in abstract ideas, if they can be used to solve a problem quickly.

Resolvers like to take risks: Many of them seek jobs and pastimes that put them in harm's way and guarantee an adrenaline rush.

Resolvers are often tolerant of behaviour different to their own as long as their values aren't compromised. They sometimes give the impression that they agree with other peoples' viewpoints because they don't actively disagree.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Resolvers may become cynical, negatively critical or put off decisions. Under extreme stress, Resolvers could be prone to inappropriate, tearful outbursts.

Resolvers are QUIET and sometimes it is difficult to get to know them; however, they often talk freely about subjects they understand well.

Note: Resolvers have changed jobs most frequently since leaving full-time education, according to a UK survey. *Quite True ... Heh

The Perfect Dress~~

Found a Tee in Giordano~ Hehe~ My Fave place =D
Cute Piglet Tee in Town --> Brought to you By Disney!
Though I like the donkey More! Eeyyyyooree~ But Piglet is Cute too!
Just like Me? *Grinzzzzz** Muahhahaha****

It's a FULL day!
#1: Mission Accomplished for Buying of Dress
#2: My Stomach's FULL for the whole day
#3: Check-ED ECM for Siewling~
#4: Sarah got her Roman Catholic Photos
#5: Adeline got Her Mentos Sweets~

Wa~~ Siewling found her dress!
*Phew~ Am so Glad!
Now the whole lot of us can find accessories for her to ACCESSORIZED..

Heheh~ CWP is really a GOOD place afterall~
Now to find the perfect accessories for her.. Muahahah (*^o^*)

But being able to carry yourself well is also essential la..
Confidence must shine so as to really Dazzle the Crowd

Thought of the Day

In Life, Expressing Real Thoughts is Almost Impossible.
If you Do..
Consequences Comes In...
By Critics

Hence, there is a certain restriction when talking.
Is there really true and real communication among people?
When can there be a time when people can express their feelings freely?

Oh Boy! I'm Glad!

Hehe~ Finally the Nonsensical and Idiotic Forum had ended! Yay~

**AArrgghhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Roar~~ EED Forum CLOSED!**

3 Cheers for myself! Though I didn't participate much in other people's forum. ..
Kind of lazy at the end.. And it's pretty tiring. (>"<)
But I finished it though!

Another 3 cheers + 1 pat for myself.. ECM done!
Though it's the Test Construction and I still have the Error Analysis and Groupwork..
Well .. Well ! Need Oil Need Oil! Need to go to Esso or Caltex to Drink! =/
I feel that this Holiday is the most hectic one among the previous.
More assignments and stuff .. I can't wait for December to come .....
So that I can fully rot for a MONTH?
I welcome all flutterbies and moths ... then ..

Been irregular in church! Gosh..
Where's that Holy Spirit in me! Come Back! *sighs ..
It's being Overwhelmed by the Density of Stress in Me..

OOOoooO.. Hope Siewling will get her dress later! *Smiles~ Lalal~~**

Going Bonkers Soon..

HelloooOoo..

Sipping my Coffee ... Peeping at My Doggie on my bed ..
I'm trying to complete my ECM Test Construction..
It's not that I do not like Maths ..
Just suddenly overwhelmed with all the assignments that are due soon .. It's kind of scary watching the list that I've made.

The So-Called "To Do" List .. It never will be completed ... as there will be lots more adding up..

What to do ? What to do? *Grumbles**

It doesnt feel Holiday-ish .. It felt Hell-ish to me ...

Who Ate My Cookies?! *Grinz**

Hello~~~~~~~~ Whoever is out there in the world~~~~ *Echo Echo~~

I'm Me! Frank and Most of the time in Nonsense Mode .. *panic!! as what my friends describe me to be.

I can be skeptical at times or not, depending on my mood.

Grumbles too if it's boring, irritating, etc ~

I'm at "Fact" Person. Done this particular online personality test thingy, I'm a person that goes by the facts and solely by it. Resolver that goes by the factual items. =) Hope I'm not confusing anyone... @@

I have a boyfriend. Name's Wilson! He's my stronghold in my Life.

This is certainly not my first blog...

However, this will be my first blog to publish all my thoughts, views, grumbles, comments about everything in the world.

Hope people will get to know me better through this blog then! =D

So stay tune for more updates and stuff~ I'm Done Now.. *drools..**