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Busy Week

Relaxing my tired feet now. Just back from A&E. Hmmm... Cough out blood and such.. It's petrifying experience. Now I think I'm linked to at least 5 departments in NUH. Maybe one of these day I'll get to meet all the doctors from various departments.. (>O<);

Gotta rush my essay writeup due tomorrow. I could have use my MC .. but then.. 2nd thoughts about it. Still gonna go school and submit my essay tomorrow.

Only heartwarming event. The bowl of beancurd and soya milk drink from Wilson. Thankies!

Need to file my income tax too. Received a SMS from Rah. Thank goodness u asked me.. Or else it would have slipped my mind to file too. Though .. I'm penniless.. *sighs* No $$ for hot cocoa.. *cry*

Life's tough. Play hard.

Books!

Just created a list of books that I will like to read during my holidays soon!! Put it at the side menu so that I wont forget the names of the books. =)

Bees

Been really busy*1ooo. Sorry about the requests to meet up, etc. Just simply too tired to chill out. Rather spend my time in bed. Missed a wedding, 2 chill outs. Hope the counts stop here. I'm still expecting someone to buy a car soon this year and drive us around. *wink* Doesnt mean I dun reply means i dont care. I'm even too lazy to sms.

Hell of a week. It was actually last week. Everything came crumpling down in a day. Now it's getting better i suppose. Thank God for pulling me through. At least my day turned out good with one friend who called me and chatted a few. Old times. =) Though i did not tell her that the day had been the worst in years. just hearing her voice keeps me calm. Maybe she's more 'holy' than me. That's why. ;p

Working towards my 3 months break soon. Just realise the Rah had changed her blog skin too. It's erm..... Wait for my break.. I'll do something to it.. (>O<)' Work Work. Can't stop thinking about it. Cross my fingers that i wont dream of them at night.

Friends and Foes. How to distinguish? Most of the time it's between a fine line.

"Man is selfish by nature..." Got this phrase from a Hong Kong movie screened on TV. At first, it struck me as the worldly fact that is expressed in simplicity. However, if that is so, does it mean that babies are selfish the moment they are born? Sounds contridicting like a paradox. Not by nature, I suppose but by worldly desires in pursuit of "dreams" like power, greed or lust.

*sighs* What a great world we live in.

For Baka SL

Doesnt seem to be able to paste it in the tagboard. There you go.
http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/

Stole it from Takumi (Baka Derrick a.k.a Miss Rara a.k.a Da Li)

how can I keep from singing?

My life goes on in endless song
above earth's lamentations,
I hear the real, though far-off hymn
that hails a new creation.
Through all the tumult and the strife
I hear it's music ringing,
It sounds an echo in my soul.
How can I keep from singing?

While though the tempest loudly roars,
I hear the truth, it liveth.
And though the darkness 'round me close,
songs in the night it giveth.
No storm can shake my inmost calm,
while to that rock I'm clinging.
Since love is lord of heaven and earth
how can I keep from singing?

When tyrants tremble in their fear
and hear their death knell ringing,
when friends rejoice both far and near
how can I keep from singing?

In prison cell and dungeon vile
our thoughts to them are winging,
when friends by shame are undefiled
how can I keep from singing?

Mary had a Little Lamb

Well, I didnt even realise that my old blogskin is gone. Guess the creator of the blogskin had decided to chunk it away. Hmmm..was searching for a new blogskin and came across lots of sweet cute pretty looking blogskins. The one I had chosen looks interesting. . . Look at the picture. Haha.. Time to snore and sleep. HTML codes can set me sitting all day long. I just love programming.

Tarot Card - Just for fun

Got this from my friend's blog. So decided to have a go at it. (>O<)

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

100 vs 1

Home Alone

In the still of the night, I hear the church bells chiming away in my heart. Joy to the birth of Jesus Christ on this Blessed Day where we rejoice! To my awesome family members, Wilson and friends! Blessed Christmas! No Santa Clause with huge present sack but my sincere thanks for being there for me in times of need.

I looked at my last blog entry and it was related to being stressed out in exams. Well, maybe stress to the highest level means even when I am dreaming, theories and notes came floating in my mind, haunting me in my dreams. Perhaps I should be thankful for it. *Perhaps* It was never smooth the moment I took this path. I knew the pros and cons and weighted the differences. I had wanted to test my own limits in a way and to see how far I can stretch my capabilities. It may sound silly but I am competitive in a different manner. I don't really wish and care about competing with others from my course but it's more of competing with myself. The sense of success felt at the end was able to satisfy my thirst for it.

I do have my doubts and all but now, I felt it's all worth it. I like what I am studying now and the interest is there. Many out there might be doing something that they are not interested in but had to follow the bait for the sake of survival. Contrary, here am I, pursuing my dreams. I am contended. Life can be simple. Process of studying is hard and the company of classmates does help me greatly. Without them, school was boring. I learnt a lot from my clique of friends. A LOT. It was of a different display of friendship but enticing conversation was nonetheless abundant.

I remembered,* it was not of a vague memory, the sigh of relief and the load on my shoulders fall off at the end of the last exam papers. Whatever learnt throughout the semester was being put to test in the exam hall and had been accounted for. Fruits of labour were proven in the insignificant exam results online. So much toil and sweat in order to get an A, B or C. It appears tougher than babies trying to piece the ABC puzzles. No Cs in my result slip and I am glad. I did better than what I expected. It was the best sweet surprise that happened recently.

Enough about school and papers, some may know that I undergone an operation days after my exams. It was meant to be a 3o minute surgery but it lasted 5 hours when they discovered something else on my cheek. Right now, I am suffering the effects of the surgery and had to be bound at home for speedy recovering. Staying in hospital wasn't as fun as what some lame TV serials show. Pain. It was acute pain and I had to be regularly injected with painkillers on my arm to stop it. Hourly intervals and worse still, I can't move much to show my disapproval of needles poking at me. In and out, semi-conscious state and barely able to talk. I wished I had telepathy power then. It must be hard on Wilson too to stay with me through the few days and juggle with his bsuy workload. Liquid food was the best staple source of energy for me. I recalled 5 surgeons standing in front of me, talking in a highly professional way and describing my condition. It didn't seem to register in my head. Words flowed in from one ear and of course, there was drainage. It was much later that I found out what the doctors said when I was much sane. Wilson was there with me the whole time. I must have freaked him out. He mentioned he would rather be the one suffering the pain on behalf of me. Alas, I would have endured the pain rather to ask you to bear it for me. Sounds that awoke me from my sleep include my mobile ringing tone. I had set it to ringing because I couldn't resist the lure of chipmunks singing Christmas Carols. Mum and Dad came after their work but all I could do is to try and smile in a silly manner. Friends came too. 2 of them and hence, plural form. XJ's voice is registered in my dreams and awoke to see her. How could I miss such a warming voice? Thanks for coming, the 2 of you. =)

Been at home for almost a month and I suppose although the doctors are trying their best to find the root of the problem. If I said I'm not worried, then it would be a lie. I just need a healthy me for the new semester. I wonder how it could be so in my current state. I had thought this year was the worse Christmas of all. Staying at home and rotting till flies come and gobble me up. Church was out due to the crowd and it was a big no no. Well, I did feel a little depressed being hogged at home for weeks. In the end, went out with Mr D. and Wilson to Geylang for a small bite. Supper. It wasn't that sort of big grand Christmas dinner with loads of friends and wishing each other Merry Christmas and drinking ourselves silly. It's just the three of us being ourselves and talking about everything under the sun. I like it as compared to watching the old Chinese movie shown on TV. Wilson must be tired being my chauffeur. Had missed meeting XJ though. Hope to see you soon!

The day after Christmas. S & S must have felt that my jaws need a good exercise. Maybe we broke time record. Conversation from 3:30 pm to 9:30 pm. I don't think we paused talking... Indeed, my jaws are dropping now. We had some hilarious reminiscence looking at videos and photos that we took years before. Incredibly humorous. Laughter's the best medicine and I totally agreed.

Right now, I am still typing while on voice webcam with Wilson. He is constantly worrying about me and my medical condition. My 3 meals a day and food that is deemed as suitable for consumption. This month could have drained him out for taking extra care of me. I am blessed to have someone for my life companion who is willing to give his all for me. Saying thanks is out of the question as words can't express how I feel.

Always a conclusion?

Presents or gifts from friends - Bonquet of flowers with a small bear. 2 Fortune Cats from HK. A Harrods Bag. 2 Eyores. 1 Turtle.

Christmas Dinner - Maybe less than $5o

An Existing Medical Condition - Worthless

Knowing the friends and family are there for you - Priceless

I'm not the type of mushy mellows person but hey ~ Thanks

Exams

Ah~ Finally it's here. I'm experiencing exams stress... 3 Bloody Geo Papers. Wohoo! I can feel the bile in my throat now. GGrrr~~ When will this be over? (>O<)

I need a Superhero to come flying through my windows to rescue me now. U hear that?!?!

(TOT) Freeze me!

I Love Singapura!

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Only Best Friends Do This~~

To Xingjuan, Can't wait for my hols to start! ! Then I'll spend time at home reading all the mails. =P Thanks to 'You Know Who' who has been sending Emails to Me! I <3>O<)'

Note to self, Time to go back to study (TOT)

Destruction

Scene: In the Bank
Scenario: Adeline was going to the bank for a card replacement. Her ATM card was 12 years old and beyond usage anymore. She saw the bank counter lady cutting her old ATM into 2 pieces.

Adeline: (Thoughts) That goes my 12 year relationship with my old, greyish ATM Card. I wonder if I can request it back and keep it? Hmm...
Adeline: Hi, was wondering whether I can take the old ATM card back? (*flashes a innocent smile)
Bank Lady: I'm afraid not. I'll have to send it for DESTRUCTION.
Adeline: (Thoughts) Wow... Destruction.. Using what type of bomb???! LOL

Maybe the correct way of saying would be: I'm afraid not. The old ATM card will be disposed of by our company.

Anyways, I was grinning on my way out. Wondering...
Wow.. How many customers had she used the word on ? (>O<)

Thoughts

A Heart so Pure
A Love so True
Could it be
The Test of Time?

Feelings gone
Routine's on
Could it be
Everlasting Love?

The Heart is Saddened
Temptation Arises
Could it be
the Breaking Point?

Think of Her
Think of Us
Could it be
the Dreams of Past?

Feel the Love
Feel the Memories
Could it be
the Shadows of Doubt?

This I Pray
Stop the Talk
Follow your heart and
Do the Walk

Could it Be
Could it Be
Could You Be
The Chosen One?

-Adeline-

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Once in a Lifetime

The Promise

**Going HK in Dec with rah.. leaving yan behind to work.. will buy lots n lots of things.. >.<

Wa! Evidence! Thanks for promising to buy lots of things for me! I'll be waiting patiently in Singapore!

HEhehe~ Recently had the opportunity to watch "Death Note". Everything looks simple. No fanciful poster or massive advertising with hunks on front cover. Guys in the show are all plain skiiny .. and un-handsome. But the plot was awful. Something different than the normal 'good triumph over evil' type of movie or the 'happily ever after'. It's about a death notebook .. slipped by a shinigami - death god .. landed with a typically normal school boy .. Allows one to write the names of people.. and that particular person will end up dead.. Blar Blar.. Hehe.. Lazy to elaborate. Go on and watch that show!

What If ...

...teachers had the power to transform themselves into any animal of their choice? We pondered about it, analysed the facts, and became quite obsessed until we finally decided to (very seriously) answer the question ourselves.




Taken from Singteach!

Wa~~ Am seriously glad. My friends are going HK! I need to write a list of things that they can buy for me! Yay************** If I'm going Taiwan .. then i'll buy things for u also la .... Kekeke! Gogogo! Thanks in Advance!