Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Graduation~

I'm seated at Block B ~ Row L ~ Seat #8

Okies ... Who's sitting near me...?

Extra Invitation Card for SL's Grandpa at expense of Hot Cocoa.

July 6~ Everyone take leave and go back NIE for gown, scroll collection and mini celebration.

Oh. The 'specially designed' alumni sport bag. + gifts *wink *wink*

Further news via sms.

Period.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Redang Trip~

Supposed to write this a few days back?~ Haha~! Let me try ...

Redang Redang~ What more can I speak of except fun itself? =)
It was a trip filled with surprises, fun and excitement! Oh boy, what a trip! To cut things short~ It was indeed a thrilling experience for me~! Had intended to write in detail of all the happenings around the small island. Hmmm .. Kinda lazy to pen it down.

So there~! A List of things I remember as I write.........

1) Baby Sharks~! *No Mama Sharks~! Lucky!*
2) Ah Bang and Clique *Wow* What can I say?! Handsome? =D*
3) Beautiful Corals *Beyond description*
4) Shoals of fish swimming around
<<*Different colours, stun me for a few moments* 5) Food Food and Food *Buffet style breakfast, lunch and dinner...
<<*Gobbles Gobbles! Photos as evidence* 6) Lights out before 1am *Hmmm.. It's a tradition* 7) Toilet in the Bushes *Tada~!Butts out in the air* 8) 6 hours of waiting for another bus to arrive
<<*Bus broke down in the middle of no where* 9) Dark Tanned Skin *OF course!* 10) Hahah~ Bikini Babes?! *faint* 11) Mask Indulgence *Exception of Rah who was busy in Dreamland (`oo`)
<<* Pig by nature?* 12) Goal Goal Goal and World Cup Frenzy *GOAL****** 13) Snorkelling~ with me leeching off someone..
<<*Basically i was tagging along .. Pulling someone's life vest ... * 14) Breathing non-stop underwater with 50% heart attack chance
<<*Miracle? Muahha~ * 15) Full Bag of Tibits .. *Compliments of Wilson* 16) My Mini Fan *Useful, indeed, in extraordinary events* 17) Using saliva ... on snorkelling mask ..
<<*Prevent Misting underwater.. **eeeww** 18) Ocean Trench *It's real ~ ! True sight~! Not off the textbook, finally* 19) Playing Bridge by the swimming pool
<<*Though i suck big time at the game. Who's my partner?* 20) Water aerobics .. *We tried .. Only Rah was successful..
<<*Lane .. erm.. 10% successful .. Siewling 0% .. Mine was 50%? =P 21) Water current slamming against my snorkelling mask .. *It was scary..* 22) Where's da banana boat?! *We missed that one* 23) Sitting on the roof top of ferry ride .. *Only the girls have the priviledge!* 24) 695 Photos within 4 days with tons of videos! *A new record* 25) Cheerleading in swimming pool *Wow! We did it!* 26) "Sun block Lotion!" * A Neccessity* 27) You are my superwoman .. *First song of the night* 28) Snoring symphony *Lalalalal~* 29) Favourite Song of the islanders - Where is the Love by Black Eye Peas 30) The possibility of missing the bus ride back ..
<<*Because I was busy shopping for souveniors .. *My bad* 31) Lane's Oceanus Body Spray 32) Room 518 33) Lightning .. Struck .. and TV telecast was interrupted.
<<*We called the room receptionist and she said,
<<*"There's someone out there. Fixing the antenna .. at the rooftop" ..
<<*In the midst of thunder, rain and lightning. *Brave Soliders* 34) The other "Ah Beng" island resort.. *Feels like we're surrounded by mafia* 35) Beautiful sea, sky and me... Muahahahahhaha 36) Initial D ride back home in the dark. *Three cheers for the safe bus driver* 37) Doing somersaults in the swimming pool
<<*We are about to audition for a position in the circus...* 38) Packing food for a sick bloke in resort room .. *sob sob* 39) Taking photos underwater .. Thank you Lane! 40) The forever Siewling finger pose in almost all the photos .. *Ichi, Ni, San!* 41) Me: "I can't breathe! Can't Breathe! Water's in my googles!" ..
<<*That's me, freaking out .. 42) Jumping into the ocean .. With a BIG splash! Ho-ha~! 43) The infamous tune of the movie "Jaws" kept ringing in my ears .. 44) 9 bottles of mineral water .. *Dun ask me why* 45) Girls' Night out! Pretty Dresses .. 46) Hair Sylist - Rah in progress 47) Pomfret is a fish - Edible 48) S$10000 Fine for stealing corals or fish from the ocean.
<<*A big WARNING issued by islanders.
49) The ... Fat Sneaky Uncle .. With Sunglasses .. Peeping ... OMG.. *Puke*
50) SL's fearful screams ........ AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! *She's afraid of the ocean...
51) Rah's Luo Han Yu Forehead .. *U're really unique..*
52) $1 Big Plate of Chicken Rice
53) What?! I made it to #53!?

There There~ The list goes on and on~ Sweet memories etched deeply and I thank those for making this trip possible with my $420 budget~ ^O^ Lane, Sarah, Siewling and of course, Adeline, Me, ... Muahahah =P ..

An absolute great getaway!

11-16 June 2006 was, indeed, a wonderful and thrilling experience for me. I would give hands all for a return trip to the beautiful island of Redang. *wink*wink*

P.S: SL .. Finally, I updated my blog.. 3 cheers for me?!
P.S: Rah .. Air plane the next time? *grin*
P.S: Lane .. Where's my present from Bangkok?

Touch Down!

Period.

Wa ha~! Chat Box Working~!

Went over to peep at Sarah's blog! Discover that there's this new Chat Box service that has less advertisement and simply easy to for code manipulation~

Go check it out in the 'Chat Session'!

Kekekekek~~~~~~

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Mother's Day

Carnations! Prices of this type of flowers will surge beyond the normal market price. Same goes for roses on Valentine's Day. Are we allowed only to give flowers on special occasions? Hmm .. A point for the guys out there to take note of. It doesnt matter the day, date, time, etc. It's the surprise that ladies yearn.

Happy Mother's Day! Well, certainly not a day yet for me to celebrate on. My mother would certainly be pleased and touched beyond words today. Hmm .. Orphans, Single-Parent Families people must be having a horrible day. Imagine to feel the loss and hurt as they walked through the streets in the so-called festive mood of Mother's Day. It'll be like bringing back the pain that they had hidden deep in their hearts.

If I'm one of them, high chances I'll just bump at home. Anyway, it's just 24 hours, once a year. (>O<)'

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Shadow

The sound of strong wind blowing through my windows woke me up in the middle of the night. It's dark and a little chilly. Peaceful though .. I felt.

As I lazily stretched out of my cosy bed, I saw..

A dark figure standing by the window. I stood speechless for a minute. Chills .. up my spine. Holy Cow..

Am I supposed to say 'HELLO'? Or Ignore .. Dang~ Movement. Head started to turn ..

-Grand Finale-

'Morning', she said. . . It was my mother .. (>O<)

"What the HELL are you standing by the window?! Freaking scared the wits out of me.."

Apparently, she was admiring the lightning that flashed across the sky. Blame it on my short-sightness .. Wow .. lol ..

All in all, I hushed her to bed and shut the windows after. Cosy bed and fall deep in sleep again~ (`oo`)Y

What a Night it was.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Late @ Night~

Well, .. I was trying not to be grouchy today. Simply can't. It's Exasperating when I am confirmed to the house trying not to walk around .. Hahah.. It looked Ok. No Swells. However, twist and turn, haha, there comes the irritating pain. I wonder whether I should probably take a club and give my foot a whack .. (O.O)

*sighs* Neatless to say, the holiday plan is definitely screwing up for me. No sports, no jumping around. Whatever. I have no hell of an idea what the sinseh was talking about. In the midst of giving me agony and pain, he could ramble on and on .. I'm not even tuning in.. *sweat* Hope that's the last I see of him. Otherwise, I'll definitely going to ask him to shut his gap. (>O<)

*Trying not to be Grouchy now*

-- Nice Things --

1) Stay at home the whole day, working on the website that host my pupils. Finally, it's completed. A sense of achievment? Perhaps. Not much though. Easy upload and such.
2) Spend my time in game and chatting with ppl. Cool. At least I get my lvl 69 Bard. No deaths and easy exp.
3) Watched Resident Evil. The zombies dun seem as scary as before. Though I did get some frights and shivers off the scenes of zombies appearing suddenly. How wonderful.

-- Holiday --

Things I would want to accomplish for my 3 week holidays. Of course, my never ending JP self learning book. It's really a thick book, not my fault that I can't finish reading. (>O<) Finish sewing my puppets, time to give as present to my loved ones. Go to church once in a while. Spend more time at home with family.. my doggie too. She needs love too. Update my personal website and add the photos in.

-- Thoughts -- (*Not for the Faint Hearted*)

Right at this point, I feel kind of sad. Study life is coming to an end. For a mere 2 year course, I enjoyed myself with my friends and all. Though assignments and attachments sucked big time, it was good. Way TOO good for me. Tough at first, because I was working before joining the 2 year course. Had to adapt to the study environment, that was 2 years back. Now, it's coming to an end. Just felt like I am going to join the rat race again. It's saddening. What would the future holds for me? Am I going to be a stand alone island or join the stinky rats? It's my nature to try my best in everything. Hence, the chances of joining the rat race would be high. Not what I had in mind. However, it's like a black hole that was swept you off your feet unnoticably and viola~ you're in the black hole! I hate it when people have high expectations of you. They wish to see you excel and work your ass off for them. On hind side, they might wish you to fall in pit hole, never to climb up anymore. Two different endings but they would win on the either. Sometimes I wish I am not working and enjoying somewhere leisurely. But, it's only 'I Wish' ..

Alot of people once asked me, why chose the teaching career. I would say, it's the money. Of course, it is. Besides that, I was tired of the sales line. It's tiring to face each and everyone with a guarded shield and beware of everyone and anyone. What was the most innocent job in the world? Besides, guarding the animals in the zoo, I guess, the next would be a teacher's job. At least, I'm facing innocent human beings MOST of the time rather than animals in the zoo. Now, I came to realise, politics occurs in all places except heaven and hell. Trust me, it's true.

The other day, I overheard a conversation of a causasian couple. Sweet-loving couple, no doubt about it. They were sharing with their friends, life back home in Canada. Wow.. Couldn't resist eavesdropping though. My bad. Anyway, they were chatting about their farm and environment. I remembered clearly, 2 horses, few sheeps and cows. Enough to make cheese and food to feed themselves. Now, stop for a while. Count my blessings. I have a PC, TV, Fridge full of food, etc .. What can I yearn for? I seriously need to count my blessings. 'They' felt so contented and proud of what they had. Looked happy and blessed and many more. Envy was what I felt. My favourite sentiments 'How I wish I could be like them' .. Once again, it's 'I Wish'..

My overall life plan in the past. Way back in the past. Get a teaching degree, a decent well paid job, marry, kids, death. Reflecting what I have now. Nothing. Great. Simply wonderful. Arrggh.. Though it's near. I can see the goal getting nearer. So what's the problem? In the process of attaining my goals, i think i might have unwittingly disregarded people whom I valued and treasure. God. Family. Love of my Life. Is it time to cast away my pursues and concentrate on these people instead? These are the worldly treasures, I know. I know the Bible by heart. It's bad when you know you are doing something wrong and still moving towards darkness. That's me now. The sense of guilt is always extremely great. Having a Christian boyfriend. Well, what can I say? I have no solution and I am unwilling to let go. I always hope and hope-ed, Show me the light, the way. I can't see. Something's blinding me. lol ..

Well, in my heart, I was seldom happy. Problems worn me down badly. The only time when I feel relax is when I am in bed hugging my plushies. At least, they won't talk or do anything. They are there 24/7 as and when I need them.

That's all I have today. Brillant. Now everyone would think that I have having Pre-Menstrual Stress or something. I did warn you beforehand though.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Well .. What can I say?

Heh~ Kids will be kids! No matter how mature they think they are~ Sometimes silly things happen in my class and it's quite hard to comprehend the minds of young children.

Text Type: Postcards. Everyone in my class has to write a postcard to me. Be it secrets, hobbies or daily activities, they are free to write down their thoughts and 'mail' it to me on my table.

There are a few cases which left me dumbfounded for moments.
Primary 4 Class - Age 10 .. Let's review the moments... (ToT)

5th Prize
"I am a robot"

4th Prize
"You are a kind and lovely teacher. But you also FIERCE! SHOUT! SCOLD! Sometimes, I scared .."


3rd Prize
"I love you very much, Miss Yan. Will you come and stay with me?"

2nd Prize
"Miss Yan .. I tell you a secret. I have 2 boyfriends.

1st Prize
"Can you be my mummy instead?"

Wow! .. *speechless* lol

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Discrimination

Hmm.. Had a quick chat with my friend online today. She just graduated from a university in Cxnxdx. However, it was extremely difficult for her to settle for a job in another country. Why? Discrimination. Because she was not of their 'race'.

*sighs* It's kind of sad. All humans are made equal in God's sight. But others would term all other races as 2nd class ppl.. This is saddening.. I could almost imagine hell for my friend in a foreign country. Not even a call to ask her for interview because her name is in Chinese ..

Ha! The amusing thing I heard was that she flew all the way to HK and JP for interviews. . Wow .. Imagine the travelling expenses she incurred (>O<)

Anyway, she mentioned of coming back to apply for a teaching career. Which i immediately stopped her. It's just not worth coming back. WIth all the crap, teachers are experiecing here. It's best to stay away. . .

Well, I counted .. 12 more working days to freedom, I suppose. No more lesson plans or whatsoever and I am happily await my results for my final semester. 12 more days! Quite elated .. Hahaha ... I can already imagine the excitement of packing up my stuff on my last day in the school. Kekekke~ =P Not very sure about the rest of my friends. . . But indeed, for me, I will heave a sigh of relief.

I'm thinking of whether I should apply back to my Alma-mater.. Just cant decide.

At this point, I feel that another stage in my life is about to end. Simply because another chapter is going to start. But most of all, the feeling of uncertainty is in the air.

*BLAH BLAH~~~

Few people whom I'll like to Thank~
1) God .. His Grace is beyond what I can describe (*constantly caring for a lost sheep)
2) Family . . Brother, especially.. and Sister .. (*Touched beyond words)
3) My Boyfriend! He's always supportive of what I do. Even sometimes I get really busy and stay at home during weekends to complete my things. (**Compensate during holidays)
4) Xingjuan~! Hahah~ Though our 'arranged' meetup is always screwed up. The thought of you initiating a dinner is forever a pleasant surprise to me. =D (*lalala =P)

GOAL for the month of April ..
TO ROT AT HOME FOR A DAY!
It's been a long time since I day-dreamed... =/

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Lesson Plans ..

12 lesson plans to do. Covering 21 periods is no joke. Espescially if you have to finish it within a day. It's so frustrating. Sitting in front of a computer for hours on a bright sunday morning.

I'm counting down every day, every hour, every minute. I wonder how much energy have i left? *sighs*

Saturday, March 18, 2006

My New Tagboard!

OOoOOo~ Finally I managed to figure out the codes so that it fits nicely into my blog. =) Quite an accomplishment? lol =P Got to recode the length and width, spacing, etc .. It was fun though. Trying to read the HTML codings and try and error here and there.

Anyway, it's under the 'CHAT' tab. So ppl out there, make full use of it! =D *Hopefully* I'll be crossing my fingers.

And oh! Once you click submit, it would not appear directly on the screen. Hence, there is a need to refresh the page to see the newly added comment.

If you know what I mean ......... (O.O)''

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Sick Sick

Have you ever felt that your stomach is bloated and you feel like vomitting right away? Well then, that's the kind of feeling i'm experiencing now. However, the only difference is that I'm not physically sick. Plain sick in the stomach with regards to lesson planning. This is supposed to be my holidays. Holidays are meant to be enjoyable and fun. On the contrary, it's like a living hell to me. Ok .. maybe not that extreme. . Maybe it's like u have to keep on walking in the desert to survive .. Muahah . I think sometimes things that happen will pull us down. Demoralise ppl and their passion to teach. It's quite pathetic. However, not to mention, there is a tiny chance that life will be better after graduation. However, real life experiences from friends in school can really shock you. Hence, people termed that schooling is still the best years in life where we are shelter by the politics and bullshit everywhere around us.

Practically, I can imagine myself with tons of paper being churned well in my stomach. Hopefully, it will surfaced soon and vomit it out. *sighs* Whoever invented writing a lesson plan must be a retard or something of that line.

Staying at home all day sitting in front of my PC isnt great at all. Back hurts, eye hurts, every part of my body feel mistreated. Arrggh~ Gimme a break.. I need it.

OooO.. Thinking of taking a break. I can't wait to swim in the waters of Redang and see the sea creatures! Hopefully not the dangerous type of poisonous fish. I really hope plans will turn out well. Meanwhile, I need to check whether I have the budget, if not.. I'll just go to the public swimming pool.. *sob sob ..

Why cant there be money that falls from the sky? Gosh! it's bed time. No more grumbles. Tomorrow will be a better one! Definitely!

Monday, March 13, 2006

2 Sides - 1 Lie, 1 Truth?

Why? Things that happened, was it the truth that was told? Or was it because the other party would tend to elaborate and add in juicy slices to make it more dramatic? It's saddening and disappointing to know that the time spent on consoling and giving encouragement is given to the someone who spoke the 'truth'.

The pieces fit in and the 'truth' that you mentioned disappeared. Bringing along was feelings of disgust and disappointment.

Was there some truth in it? Maybe there is. But it sounded like the sky had fallen on you and everyone had to cramp in to your little comfort area to make you feel welcome and loved. Could it be that it's your fault? Think about it. Maybe it is.

Anyway, the case is closed, I supposed. Best of luck to whoever is reading this. Just a little moral learning at the end of my blog, best to listen to both sides of the story first before giving anyone any help at all.

Peace.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Light Pollution


How nice it would be to see the stars in the sky at night. Clear sky and bright stars~ It would be a wonderful and magnificent sight!

It's here~!

Finally, the long anticipated holidays is here! This week had been a trying week for me. A bomb attack by my NIE sup is not enough, came another raidings of Term 1 book checking. Though it didnt entirely was thrown at me. My CTs were the ones involved. Hence, I was piled up in books, files and exercise books. What a week. Late lunches and lack of sleep. Wow .. I didnt know I had so much tolerance for all these stuff that flew down from the sky.

First observation wasnt really a success. 1 cried, 2 quarreled, 1 said "Why U stare at me?" ... Hahaha.. I can feel cold sweat beads dripping down. Now i can truly understand the meaning 'In Cold Sweat' ... NSC was right behind watching .. It must have been a dramatic experience for him to see this wonderful class of mine.. Pass the first observation .. At least I passed.. lol

Well, today, I was like carrying a 1okg load of books home. I didnt realise that I had so many things to bring back. Textbooks, stationaries, notes, etc .. All packed .. Just in case, I need those for my lesson planning during the hols.

This weekend's going to be a busy one. Weddings to attend on Sat and Sun. God bless both families.

Table tennis session tomorrow. *sighs* Cannot make it in time as wedding will be in the morning... (ToT)

Supposed to go for retail therapy this afternoon ... Hahah .. But it slipped my mind to sms and organise. Hope I dun get *poke by ppl when I meet them .. Muahahahah~~

Monday: Tuition in the Morning
KTV session afternoon.. with my colleagues in school. *Speechless*
Tuesday: Available
Wednesday: Aerobics Date in the evening with Siewling
Thursday: Available
Friday: Available
Saturday: Boyfriend Day
Sunday: Boyfriend Day

Please book in advance. W~~ Muahahha~

Things I need to accomplish
1) Beauty Sleep
2) Lesson Planning
3) Hair Cut
4) Retail Therapy
5) Meet Xingjuan *Tons of things here I need to pass to U .. Getting more ar~~
6) Hmmmmmmm..... Play FFXI

I miss wearing jeans .. *Arrgghh~

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Tough Road Ahead!

Olga J. Weiss wrote this poem The Road Is too Rough

"The road is too rough," I said,
"Dear Lord, there are stones that hurt me so."
And He said, "Dear child, I understand,
I walked it long ago."
"But there's a cool green path," I said;
"Let me walk there for a time."
"No child," He gently answered me,
"The green path does not climb."
"My burden," I said, "Is far too great,
How can I bear it so?"
"My child," He said, "I remember the weight;
I carried My cross, you know."
But I said, "I wish there were friends with me
Who would make my way their own."
"Oh, yes," He said, "Gethsemane
Was hard to bear alone."
And so I climb the stony path,
Content at last to know
That where my Master had not gone,
I would not need to go.
And strangely then I found new friends,
The burden grew less sore;
And I remember - long ago
He went that way before.

How Bad is Your Temper?

CANCER JUNE 21 - JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

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ARIES MARCH 21 - APRIL 20


Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.


TAURUS APRIL 21 - MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.


GEMINI MAY 21 - June 29


You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


CANCER JUNE 21 - JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 - AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


VIRGO AUGUST 22 - SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.


LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 - OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 - NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 - DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.


CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 - JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.


AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 - FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.


PISCES FEBRUARY 19 - MARCH 20


The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Tomorrow's Friday!

I am seriously glad that this week is over. Having a teacher sitting at the back of the class is kind of intimdating for me. It makes me nervous and lost for words. Prounciation is already quite bad and with this amount of unseen stress adds on to whatever bad stuffs that is coming my way.

Luckily, it's only for my english lessons. I admit that my english is not strong enough and hence, the difficultly in teaching verbs, nouns, adverbial phrases, etc. It's killing me. I think I need to grab some books on basic grammar and read before having the lessons with the children. Arrrgghh~~

Science and Maths were great! Such a drastic contrast between the English and these 2 subjects. I pray that I will get less English lessons when I starts to teach in July. In my school that I will be bonded for 3 years. ..

Primary 2 kids are lovely. They can get you involved in everything. They come up to you when they want to drink water. When their rulers are lost. When their hankies disappear (Which is actually on the floor). When their books went missing (It is in their bags). They can get on my nerves everynow and then. But But BUT, when they smiled at u bashfully, it seemed to melt my heart away. They're so CUTE !!! Can't stand the sweetness in them! Gosh~ The best thing is to teach lower primary students and face a bunch of cute little boys and girls!

School ain't that bad after all, I guess! It's a love and hate relationship!

Well .. What can I say?




Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Signs of Global Warming~

Hehehehhe~~~~~ Specially for our EAG Geography Students!

Bored Bored!

I' m
M entally Tired

B ored
O posite of
R elax
E nergy - Drained
D ead Fish

So much for acoustic poems .... it bites!