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I had a talk with a wall

I just had a talk. With someone I love. Maybe someday it will be someone I loved. Avoidance? It is never a excellent way to sneak your way out of a situation. Face it.

Endless echoes ringing in my head. Yes, I think I am confused for once. Doubts cast forth from my mind and slowly pollutes my heart.

Mona Lisa

Created by Leonardo da Vinci in 1507 which was 501 years ago. Relic items are considered piece of precious art with time. Mona Lisa is famous for her facial expression. Question being "What is the reason beneath the smile?". There are critics that argued Mona Lisa was actually a female being, rather than an imaginary model, and was actually pregnant. One of the many reasons was due to the fact that she was unable to contain the happiness of haing a small life growing inside her and hence, the smile. Contrary, researchers have another point of view in explaining why this smile of Mona Lisa was so intriguing. The smile of deceit. Having to do something evil and feeling conceited about conquering good with evil. Innocent minds might be just looking at the surface. It's just a smile. Nothing more to it. Some mentioned that she was one that had been dead many times and learned the secrets of the grave. Again, people have different perspectives and views upon an item. There are more to it. Many more. Endless.

Who or what is she looking at? The artist? Is it Leonardo's imagination of the model? Is it what he had intended to paint and create a 'smile' that will be of interest of many in the future? Has he already perceived of what is mysterious and appealing so as to attract? Did he have a foresight of what is happening? Why was the painting deemed so intriguing after he died?

Is it only after a person's death that someone else will treasure of what's left behind?

Happy Children's Day

Counting Counting~!

Today's Friday! Thank God It's Friday. It's a wonderful routine to keep counting my blessings. =) Hopefully, it'll occur more even on Mondays instead on Fridays.. Muahahha~

Tired out ..

Never realise that I can be actually mentally, physically and emotionally tired. Everyday seemed to just zoomed past. No pause, no breaks. The day just keep rotating around me. Time manangement issues? I don't think so. I am a person who can jolly well manage her time pretty well. What went wrong? Overwhelming workload and competition everywhere. Besides, hostility felt makes me nauseous. My body seemed to take its toil by showing symptoms of falling sick, flu, slight fever, sore throat when all along I was eating heathly. I think phychogically, I proclaim myself to be sick. Excuses and excuses. I don't even have time to watch the bloody news on TV. No time for my boyfriend. I've taken up 3 additional tuition. Dun ask me why I'm digging my own grave. I need it. I'm physically shagged out today. Been travelling all around small Singapore. Sembawang, Boon Lay, Yishun, Woodlands, Ang Mo Kio later, and back to Yishun. A part of me wants to stay at home and rest my feet for a moment. However, it's real tempting when it's meeting friends and chill for hours till the cows get drunk and go home. Self-esteem wasn't that great either with people who have more experience than me in class. Basically, they are like walking geography dictionaries who can rattle on and on about god knows what. They are cool in their knowledge.. but at least, explain to the little ones. The best thing that happened this week was that my group members did a jolly excellent presentation that gave the wake up call for the rest that we ain't bimbos. Comes to the point where I feel I need to work extremely hard in order to excel beyond my limits. Am I reaching out beyond what I can acheive? One thing that I know for sure, I've got to try! *fume* It's like joining the education rat race! I hate this. For the salary .. Money is the root of all evil. How true is it. Just as long as I keep to my own principles and not step on others. I guess it's all right. I guess. I'm really looking forward to seeing Wilson for the first time in the week. Minus off the offline chats and phone conversation. I realise that he is also part of the wall that is supporting me through all this shit i'm going through. Silently. he doesnt talk much. At least I know he's there. I'm contended. Thursdays mornings will be indefinitely wonderful. Why? Free rides to school and it excludes the hassle of squeezing in with the rest of the people on buses. I hate the public transport. Why can't they make the bus BIGGER? Small island but high pace society. In future, I'll probably join Rah in Australia. Rear some stupid cows and milk them to death. Gosh. Time's up. About to go out and chill. *ROAR*

Thoughts

Well, many thoughts on my mind now. Been dragging time and time again to pack my room and throw away old stuff. Something which I hated doing. Is it because that's it simply such a chore to pack the old stuff? Not exactly. Maybe 5% I consider it to be a chore. The main reason was that whenever I am packing things, it meant that there is going to be another changing phase in my life. School to Work and now it's GOodbye to work. I remember clearly that I heaved a sigh of relief as I stepped out of the QH for the last time. I will miss the students. That's all. The rest, whatever, it doesn't matter.

I'm back to school again. I can't express my joy much as I felt the tinge of sadness as my friends are unable to join me. Kind of depressed at first. Especially the first dayo of school. Everything seems to be of a different light. THe same school. The same canteen. Everything remains the same. The feeling of 'wanting' to go back NIE is completely different. No more long conversations with 'stoning' sessions. No more coffee breaks as well as naps in between lessons. No more giggles and nonsensical talks. No more 'Coco Exotic' sessions. Hahah~ Sounds silly but I miss them. =) Now that I'm back in school alone. It's strange. Meeting ppl who are so much younger. Not that I can't blend in. Just that it comes to a point whereby I'm lazy to make anymore new friends. Everyday is just school and back home.

School life is still ok .... Considering that the lecturers like 'us' to come back. WTC keeps talking to me and he greeted us .. when we are having lunch in the canteen. .. (>O<) *Please leave me alone* Haven't adapt back to school environment yet. Will catch up pretty quick. Crossing my fingers and pray. Haha~

Hmm~ Been calling the tuition centres from Woodlands to Yishun. 20 odd . . I just wish that one of them will get back to me .. (TOT)

It's strange that one of my friends mentioned that I gave him a present after knowing him for 7 years. Well, it's the thought that counts. We bought the keychain knowing that he needs 'it'. All the best to him in whatever he wishes. We'll be cheering behind. =)

Looking forward to chilling out again with SL and Rah. When? Haha~ anyway, just received sms from u two. Later i'll bomb u back. No worries. Oh ya. Still can't believe that 'someone' actually threw her wallet away.. Haha.. *grinz*

XJ doing well as a S&A lady? Life's tough but you're strong. As long as you know what you did was right. No regrets.

I'm buying a lappie. Finally. Toshiba. Why this brand? Someone was asking. Hahah~ That is the only lappie that has an individual graphic card rather than a build in graphic card. Definitely a standalone card will be better for a gamer. Build on graphic cards suks. Lappie ~ Something to call it my own. Now everyone at home is eyeing my PC.. .

I love my b-dae present. Crunple Bag, Cardigan, 2 Tank Tops, Turtle Keychain, Watch. All of which I am using now. . Pretty useful

Aerobics was funny. The instructor .. She's like a naggy old mum doing exercise in front of me. . . Best of all, I've got a pal with me.. to endure the sessions (11).

What's on TV? No idea. Have to start working on assignments and all. Spare me.. I need entertainment. . .

I need a haircut.

The 12 Hour Marathon

Hmm~ Ever heard me competing in such a marathon?
What kind of marathon was that?!












A Sleep Marathon .....

Expansion

Another Mathematical Joke~ Compliments from SCM in School ~ @O@

How true is it?

Can Love be Measure in Units of Time?

Quoted from a source:

[[[[ 4 years relationship can also be gone in just a few words...
[[[[ Nothing is impossible...
[[[[ Lastly i don't believe in Everlasting Love anymore...hahaha...

Indeed, it may appear to be childish but it triggered a wave of disgust to the person who wrote this. Firstly, how can you use time to measure the greatest gift ever given to mankind - Love? You are simply demeaning yourself and your personal character by writing this. Immature is what I describe you. It's time for wake up call and think about why the relationship ended. Or in other words - Get off the ship and move on in life! What's there to lament about the time lost? Isn't the wonderful memories gathered from your previous girlfriend enough reasons for you to be a gentleman and wish her the best in life? How despicable to write this in a space for all to see and pity you whereby, in fact, you are the one who is pathetic in all sense. It's gone in just a few words? Silence speaks for itself. Frankly speaking, could it be that you are weak in your communication skills and could not fanthom what your other half wants in life. Love - do you really understand? I think not. Learning to let go and seeing her smile is worth more than possessing her as a whole if you really do love her. Lastly, go be a monk if you don't believe in everlasting love. I've said my piece.

Sick ... In the Brain?

I took MC today. . .

Impressed~!

Quote from my dearest:

[[[ Happy Birthday my Dear~ thanks for standing besides me all these 7 years. There's so many Up's & Down in my life that i basically lose count, but you're always there to walk with me. I know that you yourself are facing alot of problems at work but you just hide
all your feelings just not to give me more burden & stress.. Ever since my mum pass away i became a person who won't cry no matter
how harsh the circumstances i face. I just keeps on working & working no day/night. I don't really call myself a human then. Till i met u... I'm a free thinker, but if there's really God~ I thank him for giving u to me..

Happy 24th Birthday Adeline. May all you wishes come true~

I promise that no matter what happen (Caught up in a meeting, outstation, gathering etc.) anything~ so long as it falls on 18th July. I'll be there to celebrate with you. (WL members are my witnesses)

BTW I've bought a small piece of Cake with a small little candle ; gonna hear my ugly voice AGAIN~ (I don't Care >< u gonna endure it every year till the day my heart's stop beating)


Love You ---',-(@ ]]]

*speechless*

It's been a horrible week. Counting down to my last day in school. 14 workdays. Excluding weekends. Good samaritans go unrewarded. I've learnt my lesson in some way and another. No regrets. However, I'll still be a good samaritan no matter what deep shit comes by. That's me! Hhhpphhmm! Undefeated!

Investiture~

The Grand Finale includes 2 lullaby speeches, 600+ people queuing up, Harry Potter look alikes.. All in all, it wasn't really fun for me. It's sucking up my energy bit by bit.

So now, Congrats to all, my fellow classmates! As time pass by, friendship may fade. Be Gone ? Maybe? Some do stay on .. in my life. I'm just glad that some point in life, I've met and get acquainted with U, my NIE pals. From this day onwards, we walk different paths and I, from the bottom of my heart, wish that our paths might cross again.

Feeling Drained . . Yawns ..

The Timeline of Life

LOL... Whatever it is, the phases of life are determined and planned in God's Will.. *wink *wink*

Graduation~

I'm seated at Block B ~ Row L ~ Seat #8

Okies ... Who's sitting near me...?

Extra Invitation Card for SL's Grandpa at expense of Hot Cocoa.

July 6~ Everyone take leave and go back NIE for gown, scroll collection and mini celebration.

Oh. The 'specially designed' alumni sport bag. + gifts *wink *wink*

Further news via sms.

Period.

Redang Trip~

Supposed to write this a few days back?~ Haha~! Let me try ...

Redang Redang~ What more can I speak of except fun itself? =)
It was a trip filled with surprises, fun and excitement! Oh boy, what a trip! To cut things short~ It was indeed a thrilling experience for me~! Had intended to write in detail of all the happenings around the small island. Hmmm .. Kinda lazy to pen it down.

So there~! A List of things I remember as I write.........

1) Baby Sharks~! *No Mama Sharks~! Lucky!*
2) Ah Bang and Clique *Wow* What can I say?! Handsome? =D*
3) Beautiful Corals *Beyond description*
4) Shoals of fish swimming around
<<*Different colours, stun me for a few moments* 5) Food Food and Food *Buffet style breakfast, lunch and dinner...
<<*Gobbles Gobbles! Photos as evidence* 6) Lights out before 1am *Hmmm.. It's a tradition* 7) Toilet in the Bushes *Tada~!Butts out in the air* 8) 6 hours of waiting for another bus to arrive
<<*Bus broke down in the middle of no where* 9) Dark Tanned Skin *OF course!* 10) Hahah~ Bikini Babes?! *faint* 11) Mask Indulgence *Exception of Rah who was busy in Dreamland (`oo`)
<<* Pig by nature?* 12) Goal Goal Goal and World Cup Frenzy *GOAL****** 13) Snorkelling~ with me leeching off someone..
<<*Basically i was tagging along .. Pulling someone's life vest ... * 14) Breathing non-stop underwater with 50% heart attack chance
<<*Miracle? Muahha~ * 15) Full Bag of Tibits .. *Compliments of Wilson* 16) My Mini Fan *Useful, indeed, in extraordinary events* 17) Using saliva ... on snorkelling mask ..
<<*Prevent Misting underwater.. **eeeww** 18) Ocean Trench *It's real ~ ! True sight~! Not off the textbook, finally* 19) Playing Bridge by the swimming pool
<<*Though i suck big time at the game. Who's my partner?* 20) Water aerobics .. *We tried .. Only Rah was successful..
<<*Lane .. erm.. 10% successful .. Siewling 0% .. Mine was 50%? =P 21) Water current slamming against my snorkelling mask .. *It was scary..* 22) Where's da banana boat?! *We missed that one* 23) Sitting on the roof top of ferry ride .. *Only the girls have the priviledge!* 24) 695 Photos within 4 days with tons of videos! *A new record* 25) Cheerleading in swimming pool *Wow! We did it!* 26) "Sun block Lotion!" * A Neccessity* 27) You are my superwoman .. *First song of the night* 28) Snoring symphony *Lalalalal~* 29) Favourite Song of the islanders - Where is the Love by Black Eye Peas 30) The possibility of missing the bus ride back ..
<<*Because I was busy shopping for souveniors .. *My bad* 31) Lane's Oceanus Body Spray 32) Room 518 33) Lightning .. Struck .. and TV telecast was interrupted.
<<*We called the room receptionist and she said,
<<*"There's someone out there. Fixing the antenna .. at the rooftop" ..
<<*In the midst of thunder, rain and lightning. *Brave Soliders* 34) The other "Ah Beng" island resort.. *Feels like we're surrounded by mafia* 35) Beautiful sea, sky and me... Muahahahahhaha 36) Initial D ride back home in the dark. *Three cheers for the safe bus driver* 37) Doing somersaults in the swimming pool
<<*We are about to audition for a position in the circus...* 38) Packing food for a sick bloke in resort room .. *sob sob* 39) Taking photos underwater .. Thank you Lane! 40) The forever Siewling finger pose in almost all the photos .. *Ichi, Ni, San!* 41) Me: "I can't breathe! Can't Breathe! Water's in my googles!" ..
<<*That's me, freaking out .. 42) Jumping into the ocean .. With a BIG splash! Ho-ha~! 43) The infamous tune of the movie "Jaws" kept ringing in my ears .. 44) 9 bottles of mineral water .. *Dun ask me why* 45) Girls' Night out! Pretty Dresses .. 46) Hair Sylist - Rah in progress 47) Pomfret is a fish - Edible 48) S$10000 Fine for stealing corals or fish from the ocean.
<<*A big WARNING issued by islanders.
49) The ... Fat Sneaky Uncle .. With Sunglasses .. Peeping ... OMG.. *Puke*
50) SL's fearful screams ........ AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! *She's afraid of the ocean...
51) Rah's Luo Han Yu Forehead .. *U're really unique..*
52) $1 Big Plate of Chicken Rice
53) What?! I made it to #53!?

There There~ The list goes on and on~ Sweet memories etched deeply and I thank those for making this trip possible with my $420 budget~ ^O^ Lane, Sarah, Siewling and of course, Adeline, Me, ... Muahahah =P ..

An absolute great getaway!

11-16 June 2006 was, indeed, a wonderful and thrilling experience for me. I would give hands all for a return trip to the beautiful island of Redang. *wink*wink*

P.S: SL .. Finally, I updated my blog.. 3 cheers for me?!
P.S: Rah .. Air plane the next time? *grin*
P.S: Lane .. Where's my present from Bangkok?

Touch Down!

Period.

Wa ha~! Chat Box Working~!

Went over to peep at Sarah's blog! Discover that there's this new Chat Box service that has less advertisement and simply easy to for code manipulation~

Go check it out in the 'Chat Session'!

Kekekekek~~~~~~